压力每个人都有。我觉得我现在写东西基本上内心从悲观转换到比较乐观了(但是或许Kiya并没有感觉到，只是我自认为？). Kiya好容易写一篇文章，都是满篇的任务毫无个人生活可言(我也充满了严重的同理感。但是也只是我的猜测，不知道这样理解对不对？)，结尾也是透露着悲观的shit. 当然，也同样是因为没有时间，Kiya几个月来才更新的这篇文章不知道怎么操作的选择了Page类型，而不是一篇Post，所以Kiya又单独整理了一份Word邮件发给我了。今天送兮兮去上英语课，昨天也好容易把论文初稿写完了，今天终于有时间和心情来梳理下冷落了好久的Innerboom.me
Alarm scheduled at 6:30 and 7:00,
Entrepreneur Finance exam at 8:30,
Went to bed before 1am last night working on InSmart project,
Which kicked off last week and competition will be hold 3 weeks later;
Report send by mail and response today summed up zero.
Spend the whole morning reviewing the quiz examples,
Which I studied roughly one afternoon last week.
Breakfasted with sliced bread, coupled Nutella,
Of course I’m aware that Baggett or Croissant is ideal
But the BARGGET turns hard quickly and
Nowhere to buy CCROISSANT within 15mins walking.
8:30 – 9:30
25 questions in 60 mins.
Just fine pass the exam.
13 more elective class to pass?
C’est la vie.
10:00 – 12:00
One-week supply grocery project,
3- bottles of Chardonnay, 1.5 L of evian, 1 bottle milk
2 boxes of strawberry, 1 grapefruit,
3 potatoes, 2 peppers,
chicken fillet, pasta, lamb ribs, rinse beef, sauces;
many many many canned food and biscuits.
I call this exercise time,
Cuz I miss my little whie FORT so much
13:00 – 17:00
InSmart project meeting
Address: Learning Hub, Room No 11,
8 people presented
Objective of the meeting: brainstorm and project redefine,
Meaning to Kiya: all the research has done during the weekend = waste of time+ energy
Thinking positively: everyone on the same page regarding the product to work on,
And guaranteed slot on the final MIT Competition.
17:30 – 18:30
Negative attitude need to be consumed by exercise,
Went for a running to clear my head,
4 km running to Paul Bocuse and back, (they have beautiful garden!!!l )
Feeling DEAD after the shower.
Dinner is the Baguette from Carrefour (cannot ask for more) and boiled broccoli.
After the cooking and conversation with the exchange student last week,
I’m DEFINITELY DONE with cooking for A week.
No! I fed up with all the COOKING,
And people took advantage of me.
20:00 – 22:00
I booked a 6-person room from 19:00-22:00 so I’ could be alone without being disturbed,
Buy my brain shut down and my body sour,
I ended up lying in the sofa during this period,
I picked randomly a magazine downstairs at the learning hub,
Turned out to be “Harvard business review”
Which kept me occupied the whole evening.
Got interrupted by the questions on Facebook messenger group,
Who asked the CSR assignments modification and submission;
Which I’ have done my part and shared days ahead,
And at the moment,
I don’t GIVE A SHIT about anything because of the feeling of burnout.
ALL I WANT,
IS LEAVE ME ALONE.
Back to Drakkar residence,
After the walking like a drunk alcohol… due to exhaustion and desperate
I opened the fridge,
Poured myself a glass of Chardonnay,
This is now a routine,
Which is to MAKE MYSELF DRUNK
Then go to bed,
Get prepared for the next day.
The only thing doesn’t feel right here,
Is my little girl,
Who I love most,
But scare most.